I have always struggled to find balance in my mothering.
To stay home full time?
To work full time?
I thought I had things all figured out for a while there. And then I had William :)
And then I thought I had things worked out pretty nicely.
And then I had Savannah.
And now I have all four at home and am homeschooling and have yet to find my
balance, bliss, and routine.
I know it's coming.
It will be right around the corner.
And then I will take on the next big challenge.......no - not another baby.
Homeschooling two children and mommying two babies ain't no easy job.
Some days it's an impossible job.
Some days I teach rad science lessons, captivating history lessons and am super proud of myself.
Some days I want to hide or cry or send your dad woeful texts (he loves those).
Some days I knock off my whole todo list and then some.
Some days I merely clean, wipes noses and grade a few math pages here and there while I grumble and complain inwardly and outwardly.
But then I see these pictures and I think to myself
"DON'T LEAVE ME!"
(but maybe disappear for a few hours now and then)