August 31, 2013

Savannah Olivia Marie....babyhood recorded

 Normal people might look at a broken pacifier and do the logical....throw it away.
But not I. Just can't bring myself to do it. 
It made my breath catch & my heart seize up. 
It was the reminder that I had tried to forget..... your baby stage has officially come to an end. Sadness.
And while I can't freeze you in this stage I can at least recap for all time some memorable tidbits.

So, in no particular order....

You - of all my children - love your pacifier so, so much and that was abundantly clear early on. 


Oh sweet baby jesus - that's a scrumpy face at 5 days old. I wish I could go back and nestle you for another seven thousand minutes. *sigh* You were a sweet momma's girl kinda baby. Loved to be held!

You love, love baby dolls and baby strollers. This again was clear very early on. Your sister was not quite this way. 


I will never forget the distinct sense that you were an answer to a prayer. And that too was apparent right away.










There are few things in this world you love more than moi. And that's Grammy and Lilly Dohring. You just love her - and her mommy. Whenever we are with them you want to touch Lilly and have Lauren hold you. It's pretty funny.







Crazy hair. I am always running after you trying to tame that mane. Girlfriend has GOT some hair! I love this braid pic -    it's your first one! Awwww



You are mischievous. Just a tad. In your sweet baby way.....it's a funny combo. But girl - you have got some LUNGS on you. Willsie has "taught" you well. Luckily that is tempered by your great sense of humor & happy outlook.



You love to be RIGHT UP in my business. Literally. If I'm doing it, so must you.
Dishes. Office work. Scrubbing the floor. Laundry room. Bathroom. Eating.
There you are.


Speak of eating. You can EAT! Anything and everything. And anyone who watches you says the same. It doesn't matter if you just had a full meal - if someone is sitting down to eat 5 minutes later - you must, must, must partake.  Although recently you have figured out that the snack cabinet has glorious and usually sweet things in it (dried fruit, bars, crackers) and you want to eat from there as much as possible. 

The princess and the.....pee? hehehe You love the chickens but you especially love playing with Willsie. And that's sayin something cuz that buddy guy can have a playtime temper. Tough cookie.

You got your teeth very similar to Charlotte.
Starting at 6 months it was about 2 teeth every 2 weeks. Crazy times!
This past stint was about 8 teeth in 6 weeks. Sleep became.....optional?

I have dressed you in as many bows, ribbons, lace and generally pink outfits as possible. I never really did that with Charlotte. She had quite the wardrobe of awesomeness - but you have been different. Girly. I like.

I nursed you the longest. 16 months. Hippie moms rejoice!
We just stopped this week. I will admit sheepishly it was kind hard on me. 
I never ever thought I would do that. Actually kinda judged people who did.
Just add that to the list of "judged others and then did/had happen to self" list. But wait here's another....

You are the only child I have baby wore. Again, I judged others that did this. WHY not put the baby down?? Well I did and do, but I threw all my fixed ideas of "must train babies to be independent" out the window with #4. I still DO NOT have babies sleep in my bed - but baby wearing became normal. As in, carted you around in a baby wearing contraption. I knew I had to get you used to something early on and this time I chose the Ergo. Or rather it chose me. It was love at first wear. I had finally found something that didn't hurt my back and allowed me to hold my baby while keeping hands free. Say it with me friends. E-R-G-O. It's how this whole past year of fun, cooking, outtings, etc. has happened. Thanks Ergo. 




You are NOT a lover of the baths. There are very, very few pictures of you enjoying this time of the day. Unlike Willsie who still loves to take 2-4 baths a day. You like/must have me sitting with my feet IN the bath with 1-2 hands on you at all times. If I follow the above guidelines you have a dandy time. If I do not - you will scream. Bloody murder. It keeps life interesting.



Vital Stats:

2 days: 7.2 lbs.

2 weeks: 8.11 lbs.
21 1/2 inches

6 weeks:
Daddy told me to have you tested to see if you were in fact a snake - you had the worst baby acne ever.

2 months: 11 lb. 10 oz 75% percentile
22.5 inches 73% percentile
As sweet as can be. Smiling and starting to coo & gurgle. Sleeping 8pm - 4AM

Rolled over: 3.5 months

4 month exam: 13.12 lbs.
24.5 inches

9 month exam:
17.12 lbs.
28 inches

12 months visit:
20.6 lbs.
Just started to walk!


First word - Dada (of course) 11 months

What you are saying these days:
August 2013 - 16 months

Do-deee (doggie) or sometimes it's "god-eee"
Pretty
No no no
Me me me
(this is used for when you want something - usually a sip of water or to be held)
Pease
Momma
Dada
















July 20, 2013

Pregnancy & Labor by comparison

While cleaning out my desk today I found this note from my midwife and thought I'd record for all time.

               Weight gain -- Hrs of Labor  --  Min. of pushing  --  Arrival    --  Weight
Luke:           47 lbs.               6.10                  79min                10:19PM       7lb 4oz

Charlotte:     40 lbs.               1.53                  8min                   4:43pm         6lb 8oz

William:       43lbs                 2.20                  22min                 8:12AM        8lb4oz

Savannah     31lbs                 2.08                  7min                   8:25AM       7lb6oz

There is so much to each story - for example the official records for Savannah might state "2 hours" of labor - but Calyn and I can attest it was HOURS of off and on - at least it felt like it. About 5 hours total of weirdly & wickedly & annoyingly off and on labor.

And let's discuss the fact that I was "eating for two" with Lucas. Sheesh! 50 lbs practically - dang girl! Glad to see I finally learned I was in fact eating for "one and a raspberry" or "one and a cantaloupe" depending on the trimester - good god - finally glad I learned that.

Oh sweet, sweet baby loves. You are all just awesome.........(when not trying to kill me).

xo, Momma



June 22, 2013

Lucas's 10th Birthday


Happy birthday to my sweet (not so little) man
My breath is taken away. 10!!! What?!??!! I didn't actually sign on for anything past 5 so we are going to have to seriously have a talk. Like a go back in time talk.































June 16, 2013

Value

I just finished watching the new movie Lincoln. It stars Daniel Day Lewis playing President Lincoln - for which he (Daniel) won the academy award for best actor. Well earned.

And this movie got me thinking - as most things do these days - about my life and parenting and raising the future leaders of American society.

Is it the fact that I turned 30 last year, or am about to turn 31 that has brought on all this soul searching?? Or is it just that I have been going through a lot lately? I sure as heck don't know - but I do know this.

I hope to God I do something meaningful with my life.
I hope to God I am not forgotten when I am gone.
I hope I make this world a better place for all time and that this lifetime is something I can be proud of.

Children, 

I beg of you - use your life and energy for good. DO things with yourself you can be proud of.

Remember the incredible men and woman that came before you and fought for freedom in the face of unimaginable obsticales. 

A little heavy and deep? Maybe....Sometimes that's a good thing though.

It is every mother's prayer that her children will go on to do great things. I am no different. 

Lucas, you are so attentive to those around you and seek justice for everyone, even those that have wronged you.
Charlotte, you are so fiercely and uncompromisingly inquisitive and your heart hurts when others are hurting.
William & Savannah your full personalities are yet to be seen, but I sense rumblings. :)


Would I love nothing more than for you all to go on to be incredible, moral, strong leaders at the top of your industries? Of course. But remember great things come in large and small everyday packages. Acts of character, no matter the size are profound greatness. 

Acknowledge them in others and we will create a better world.

Here's to many packages of greatness - in all sizes. I love you fiercely.



June 1, 2013

Pressure


When I think of all I have to get through, get done, cross off the list, etc. in a day - a little song comes to mind...

"When you try your best and you don't succeed...." 
Thanks Coldplay - y'all really know how to nail a busy homeschooling mom's dilemma on the head.

My feelings of failure were threatened to overwhelm, so I decided to stay up late and organize our homeschool cabinets, paperwork, etc. This always soothes my soul, warms my cold heart (muuuhaha), washes away the crazy in my eyes, brightens my Dark and Scary....you get the idea. 


And this is what a found. Pretty large stack of completed paperwork. Huh....feeling a little better already!


Then I decided to measure that sucker. 4 inches of paperwork the kids did so far!!! Not counting their math books, spelling books, stacks and stacks of silent reading books, history, science, etc. Wow - maybe the heavy heart 'twas all for naught?!

And then I organized it by week. And it covered a sizable chunk of my living room floor. 
Now, HOT DAMN!!! That's more like it.

Take that Dark and Scary feelings of failure!!!! That what an a*s beating looks like! Bam!!!!

You're the bomb!!! (and fun date night ideas)



"You're the bomb!"

This is how John says goodbye to most people. This is completely symbolic of his personality. He is the most nonjudgemental, funny, carefree, weird, laid back, hard-working, gross, amazing, insightful man I know. 

Damn........I just love ya honey!

Recently we've started dating a little more regularly (thank the lord). And since "dinner and a movie" does not foster nor nurture the strong relationship & bond I want....a little research 'twas in order.

I found a great list on this blog and wanted to record it for all time - with a few of my notes. Not all these ideas are my thing but who knows!

“You know you’re in love when you can’t fall asleep because reality is finally better than your dreams.”  -Dr. Seuss





 1. Make chocolate covered strawberries
2. Paris night: get a baguette, French wine, and cheese! (Not exactly Paleo friendly - but a good idea)
3. Read your favorite books to one another
4. Bake cookies together
5. Watch the sunrise, then make breakfast together
6. Attend a local soccer game (or football, basketball, or martial arts showcase. We were just talking about all the local games we could take the kids too - free & awesome entertainment!)
7. Watch an entire season of your fav TV show (not so much)
8. Go for a long drive
9. Planetarium
10. Art gallery
11. Play board games 
12. Movie
13. Visit garage sales
14. Volunteer for a homeless shelter
15. Go dancing (swing dancing!)
16. Go to the driving range (oh hells yes!)
17. Build a snowman 
18. Ride go-carts
19. Rent a movie
20. Have a carpet picnic
21. Go to an arcade
22. Play Frisbee
23. Go kayaking
24. Go ice skating
25. Visit the pumpkin farm
26. Go to a forest preserve
27. Go to ballet performance (LOL riiiiight)
28. Visit a place listed in an entertainment book
29. Bike riding
30. Study social media marketing
31. Bowling
32. Haunted house 
33. Out for coffee
34. Visit a flea market
35. Play bingo
36. Go to an opera
37. Swing by a bookstore (just like our first date <3 font="">
38. Visit another city (yes please)
39. Go hear jazz or reggae
40. See an NBA game                                                                                                                          41. Play in the batting cages (so I can be 4/50 again? hmmmm)                                                                                                                  42. Vegas anyone, lol?
43. Piano bar
44. Visit a nursing home and hand out flowers to everyone
45. Have lunch at a trendy new restaurant
46. Grab a fish fry
47. Grab a pint at an Irish pub
48. Chinese food and DVDs – the perfect mix
49. Attend a poetry reading 
50. Attend an author reading from their latest fiction work
51. Go antiquing
52. Go out for drinks
53. Visit a winery
54. Attend a painting class
55. Visit an animal shelter – you may come home with a new pet (dangerous)
56. Go for a carriage ride
57. Visit the tourist spots in your hometown
58. Take a trip to the hobby store – pick out a project to work on for the afternoon
59. Take a walk – around a lake, in the moonlight, by the river, on the beach
60. Go to a festival
62. Create a scrapbook
61. Go to a shrimp boil
63. Attend a matinee
64. Visit the zoo
65. Go see a local band
66. Have lunch at a church festival
67. Go camping
68. Go hiking
69. Go rock climbing
70. Play croquet
71. Attend a farmer’s market
72. Have dinner at a new place
73. Try out a new cuisine
75. Take part in a community theater performance
74. Go strawberry picking or visit an apple orchard
76. Attend a live, outdoor music night in your town
77. Go see fireworks

Some of my ideas:

78. Take a weekend course at Front Site
79. Play tennis or racketball at our local park or YMCA
80. Listen to a good lecture & talk about it afterwards
81. Rollerblading or bike riding on the beach
82. Shady hike near water
83. Martial Arts or weapons class
84. Comedy show
85. Small venue to see whatever local bands are playing