Don't leave me - but you could disappear for a few hours :)

I have always struggled to find balance in my mothering.

To stay home full time?

To work full time?

Part time?

At night?

During naps?

Homeschool?

Public school?

Private school?

I thought I had things all figured out for a while there. And then I had William :)

And then I thought I had things worked out pretty nicely. 

And then I had Savannah.

And now I have all four at home and am homeschooling and have yet to find my 

balance, bliss, and routine.

I know it's coming.

It will be right around the corner.

And then I will take on the next big challenge.......no - not another baby.

Homeschooling two children and mommying two babies ain't no easy job.

Some days it's an impossible job.

Some days I teach rad science lessons, captivating history lessons and am super proud of myself.

Some days I want to hide or cry or send your dad woeful texts (he loves those).

Some days I knock off my whole todo list and then some.

Some days I merely clean, wipes noses and grade a few math pages here and there while I grumble and complain inwardly and outwardly.

But then I see these pictures and I think to myself

"DON'T LEAVE ME!"

(but maybe disappear for a few hours now and then)

LOL!